how can i put this...

i seriously need a private blog.
that no one, NO ONE can read.
T^T.

...

high school acceptance thrills have deserted me.
i should make a totally private blog, since this stuff's totally private.
...
yeah.

my family annoys me :)

mostly my mom's side of the family!
especially my aunt! :D
today, i was just typing and doing my homework, and listening to boys like girls! (WHICH IS ALTERNATIVE, MOTHERFUCKERS)
and my aunt comes in, and she's like "how come you always listen to punk music?"
and my mom's like "she likes to get high off of punk music. let her fail."
HAHA, omfg, i hate my mom. and my aunt.
i hate my mom cause she just.. thinks i can be smarter and that i'm not living up to my "potential" so she just annoys me about how i'm going to fail. and that i spend my life on the computer and i'm gonna fail. great, huh. i skipped a grade, and i'm doing better than half the class. what more can she want ?!
so... when she shuts up aboutthat, my aunt says "how come you drew on your backpack?"
and my mom goes on abut how i'm a failure.
i really hate my aunt.


i took a 45 minute walk about an hour ago. I just brought my cd player (CAUSE I'M IPOD DEEEEPRIVED) and walked. it was so nice.
i wish i could do tht forever. but no. i had hw. shit.

O_O CLOWNS

I just saw the "The Way I Am" by Ingrid Michaelson music video. Late, huh? But I don't usually see the music videos. But I have to say, that was FREAKY. I finally got the message halfway through, that he likes her without makeup and such, but that was AHHHHH.

Also, I went downstairs and there's a new table in my kitchen. o_o NOBODY warned me of this, I just go down, and there's some freaky stranger table. :[ I didn't even get to say goodbye to the old one.